3 days left.

It’s my first post and the very few posts before I leave for National Service. Sigh. Come to think of it, time flies really fast. Results are already out and first batch trainees are back. It’s like, all these happened in a blink of an eye. >.< National Service is something which I really wanted to go ever since I was still in Primary 6 when I first heard about it. After all these years of waiting, I finally got the chance to go. I always wanted to be placed in either Sabah or Sarawak campsites, but unfortunately, I didn’t get the chance. Even though I’m placed at Kisana Beach Resort, Kelantan, I’m okay with it since it is God’s will. I really hope that I’ll have a great time over there.

Just 3 days more before leaving for Kelantan on the 18th. All my other friends will be leaving on the 19th since they are going over to Sabah and Sarawak. The excitement of going National Service is still within me, but the feeling of heavy hearted to leave this place is so strong. Sigh. So little time left. I’ve not even pack my stuff yet or even bought the things required to bring along. Sigh. My time management skill is pretty bad. Well, maybe because I’ve been going out with my friends really frequent lately, trying to spend time with them before I leave for National Service. Gosh. Gonna miss each and everyone of my family and friends. >.< Leaving my family for 3 months, would be something unusual for me. I remember the wilderness camp I went to over at Pulau Tuba during Form 2, a wilderness camp which lasted for about 8 days, had already make me homesick when I reached there. What more now leaving for 3 months? Dayum. I’m gonna miss the times where me, Kent, Mun Fai and Siong Tat meet up almost every night to have a drink and boy’s talk over at Pun San ( slightly above PengHwa Shamelin Perkasa ) till’ late night. I’m gonna miss our activity too, being unofficial RELA members to patrol certain areas during the wee hours. xD Not to be forgotten the others that joined us for drinking sessions like Brian, Kar Kit,  Soon Chiat, Yuen Cheng, Jun Yuen and Win Loon. ( I’m sorry if I did not mention your name, but I will miss you too. =) ) And also the times where we went for jungle tracking and impromptu adventures to new places. xD Those were the days. Anyhow, I’ll be back in the next 3 months to join you guys again, and on the night I’m back, you guys better be free to drink with me. =P

Sigh. It’s been 82 days already. I wonder how are you now, how much changes you’ve gone through. You’re so busy lately, I can’t even meet up with you. I won’t even be able to see you before we both leave for National Service, which will make that nearly half a year not seeing you. >.< I don’t know how am I gonna go through the 3 months, feeling lonely and depressed every night. How I wish I could even just see you once more before we go off. Haih.

” But the voice I used to know, is the one I can’t let go. “